DEAREST A

Stupid me for doing all those stupid things. Talking nonsense about that happiness. Leaving you to sleep when you were trying hard to keep awake. Stupid me, really. But what I don't understand is the way you treat me last night. Ignoring me, keeping a closed mouth to all the words I said, you even didn't bugde at all when i posted our picture. That way I started to think maybe I'll never be good enough for you. Or maybe I should try harder. That sure making me feels worthless. I know our relationship is never easy, but at least don't make it any harder please. I love you so much. To think that you started to doubt about us hurts so much. To think that all we did a week a go were just plain memories i can't even breathe properly. All I wanna do is to keep our love as long as we can, I can... Hwaiting Z.


I LOVE YOU


YOUR Z

You Wed, 7th

DEAREST A

As people say..Love is just an asshole that beats you in every way it can, but you're still crawling back to it. It makes us an idiot, makes me one. Loving you is hard sometimes, but I'm willing to bear with all the pains and the tears that almost everyday running down my cheeks. I will be naive when I say that I'm not hurt, it hurts so much to think that I love you more than you love me, though I never doubt the love you have for me. It's just you and your mood that sometimes cause all the pains. I won't ask you to change or to understand me. As long as I still can bear to take all the pains. I love you so much, more that you'll ever know. And I know you love me too. Just a simple 'goodnight' or 'sleep tight' will be good to hear. But it didn't come last night. I know you're always upset when I decide to sleep first. But I couldn't do that when you do the same. But I'm trying to understand you, your anger, and your mood swing. Because the love I have for you, overcome all those egos, pains, tears you give me. But who said you don't give me happiness. You make me happiest girl in the world. But happiness come along with pain right.

I LOVE YOU

YOUR Z